Angels Brought me Here

Too much

ckayen — Wed, 08 Sep 2010 14:42:28 +0000

sometimes, my mind burst out in disappointment.

If I were just a little less responsible but am not the kind.

I can’t live in such mess.

Am tired

ckayen — Mon, 06 Sep 2010 15:44:39 +0000

it’s the forecast calls again.
I am not complaining. It is good to make my mind exercise a bit–i’ve had my share of slack time.

despite being tired—I can’t stop thinking of Chy’s cake. I hope I could talk to Anne tomorrow after my forecast call. Let me finish my work stuffs first and will most likely call her——cake concepts and the price. I hope i could afford it. Ano vaahhh..para namang debut ni Chy.

hehehhe….

She is turning 6 soon. parang kailan lang—-i know i need a new baby.

I won

ckayen — Fri, 03 Sep 2010 10:49:42 +0000

not from lottery.
I just sold my stocks with a SGD190 earning.
I certainly can get a kasambahay na.

Thank you for my patience and thank you stocks for the rally. I held it for 3 weeks.
On the other hand, I have 2 counters hold for 2 months that is not looking good yet. But I can wait

No time to fret

ckayen — Tue, 31 Aug 2010 22:52:51 +0000

because am in a happy place!

I wished Chuck and Chy experienced this weather!

View from the hotel. Rm.813.

LOST

ckayen — Thu, 26 Aug 2010 15:24:40 +0000

am lost of concept for Chy’s birthday. She is turning 6 in less than 3 weeks.

I want it to be low profile as possible .

I want it to be just what she wanted. So, while blogging am talking to her and have summarized her wishes in random;

1. swimming pool
2. swimming board
3. at school with classmates
4. cinderella cake ( dear, not another fondant please)
5. Bongga!

hayyyz..makabuang…
I wish we could just go to Bintan Island and spend family downtime and i could read a book but given the limited budget we have this month and that is due to Chuck’s sgd3k tuition fees—-we are tightening the belt baby.

I woke up

ckayen — Thu, 26 Aug 2010 02:08:09 +0000

and I know am not dreaming.

I am living my dream!

Beautiful life!!! Now, I can forget my toothache and will work from home today!

ckayen — Wed, 25 Aug 2010 07:56:02 +0000

This is what he said to me over ym today. He is from Kenya and now lives in Perth, Australia.

[15:26] billy kipruto: hope u r well.still migrating to Oz in 2011?
[15:27] cheyennekyla: am praying for it.
billy kipruto: great to hear God spoils you with choices
[15:29] billy kipruto: I know u will be well wherever u r bse u r a child of a King

I cannot thank the Lord enough for the enormous gift . The gift of choices.

A fervent prayer

ckayen — Tue, 24 Aug 2010 08:26:14 +0000

I don’t say this everyday but the Lord knows what is clogging in my mind for months now.

I am actually in a middle of dilemmas that sometimes I just ignore it so that I don’t get too taxed about it. But each time I see a new born, a pregnant mom, a new addition, I can’t help but stop, think and do some reality check with myself. When am I ready to conceive our 2nd child when i have a dozen box of pills in my cupboard. I feel so selfish.

Such decision is delayed due to a supposedly blessing which becomes a source of dilemma. A new job.
A job that after 3 months of joining has restored my sanity. A job that looks and feels promising. I don’t vie for promotion— but this time , i have loved the kind of contribution I could bring to this role. I am keen to grow here.

And this job led to another confusion —on the right time to move to Australia given that we were blessed with a PR visa. I can’ t help but get excited to a new adventure!

so my prayer is ….” God grant me a clear mind so I could decipher your direction , not my will Lord but yours” AMEN.

Ms. Philippines

ckayen — Tue, 24 Aug 2010 06:49:56 +0000

made it to TOP 5! Fabulous!! Not an appropriate answer to the Q&A portion ( kahit saang angle ko pa tingnan) but am proud of her!!!

Nakita nyo na rin ba si Ms. Teradata? LOL!!!

Am so not fab in this photo..Bwahahhaha….

Her banats

ckayen — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 02:41:57 +0000

make me go nuts………

Just over this weekend, she told me these, my gosh..my daughter doesn’t seemed to be a 5 year old.

i know what a butler is- a person who massage your butt

bwahahhaha….LOL!

ma, you are full right? yep, sweetheart ( while trying to start a slice of cream cake), then why are you still eating?

TOINKS…hULI ang katakawan ni mama!

Chy, can you pls press that button please? ( at the traffic light stop), oh, i can’t, that might be too hot!

Ang arte arte…hmmmppp!!!

Thanks to all who took the time to watch the long vid from Chy on her “decorator dream”. Am just in awe that it would be a waste not to share such an accomplishment. Chuck is not very expressive but I can certainly do that part!

One last thing–she wanted to have a movie entitled “Chy-chy in the fab lane!”

whaaaaaat????sabi nya bonggang bongga daw yun! bwahhahahhaha