I don’t say this everyday but the Lord knows what is clogging in my mind for months now.

I am actually in a middle of dilemmas that sometimes I just ignore it so that I don’t get too taxed about it. But each time I see a new born, a pregnant mom, a new addition, I can’t help but stop, think and do some reality check with myself. When am I ready to conceive our 2nd child when i have a dozen box of pills in my cupboard. I feel so selfish.

Such decision is delayed due to a supposedly blessing which becomes a source of dilemma. A new job.
A job that after 3 months of joining has restored my sanity. A job that looks and feels promising. I don’t vie for promotion— but this time , i have loved the kind of contribution I could bring to this role. I am keen to grow here.

And this job led to another confusion —on the right time to move to Australia given that we were blessed with a PR visa. I can’ t help but get excited to a new adventure!

so my prayer is ….” God grant me a clear mind so I could decipher your direction , not my will Lord but yours” AMEN.

Chy said last night : Jesus, thank you for keeping us safe in all our flights.

She relates this prayer to a certain show she watch on tv re: documenting plane incidents.

And yes, I thank God for all our safe trips recently. This year, we’ve been flying all over Asia and this August, I am flying back to Sydney. It was supposed to be June, then was moved to July and finally training dates were confirmed in August end.  Perfect timing - after my birthday celebration , my parents are coming to Singapore and I can’t stop thinking of my hair rebond! hahahhahha

of Cheyenne’s caretaker. Please good heavens hear me.
I need someone to look closely on her now. She needs close monitoring. I need her full health back. Haaaay….
I am so irritated of other kid’s stupid un-hygienic practice. I can’t let my daughter go on like this. She needs to eat the food she likes which I believe are healthy stuffs. I just can’t go on like this.

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The good heavens answered my call. My sister Naksi is coming to Singapore soon!
Thank you, dear!
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Alright, I need a new flat! Oh, my …we have finally grown here in SG. But one thing to pray for—-for Pemz job to get confirmed and so I will finally move over to a new place. I indeed have loads of stuffs running through my mind. I need to offload. I am overwhelmed.
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On another note, I thank my guts sometimes but this fearless guts also leads me to trouble. I am in horrible CONFUSION.
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In conclusion, I am in definite need of Chy’s caretaker and perhaps mine? ( Lord, please show me the way, I know you have the answers in the right time)

( got this from Emy’s facebook notes)

when we are too well-pleased with ourselves
when our dreams have come true because we dreamed too little, because we sailed too close to shore.

Disturb us, O Lord

when with the abundance of things we possess,
we have lost our thirst for the water of life
when, having fallen in love with time,
we have ceased to dream of eternity
and in our efforts to build a new earth,
we have allowed our vision of Heaven to grow dim.

Stir us, O Lord

to dare more boldly, to venture into wider seas
where storms show Thy mastery,
where losing sight of land, we shall find the stars.

In the name of Him who pushed back the horizons of our hopes
and invited the brave to follow.

Amen.

By Sir Francis Drake, who along with being a sixteenth century explorer, adventurer, and legal pirate was also the first Englishman to circumnavigate the globe. He wrote this prayer during a voyage.

Obviously , I liked it.

on you this Wednesday. That was God’s message to me today.
The less stressful job I have now ( yipeee!!!) gave me the chance to feed my soul again. I was reading a very nice message about Sowing Seeds and somehow relate it to my life. How do I seed God’s seeds on earth. How did I relate to my brothers and sisters on earth? It led me to pray for forgiveness. I have stumbled so many times. On the other hand—I am glad I have spread positive vibes, good cheer and inspiration to others! Minsan hinde.sowee.

I have a prayer to make —-that other people will also realize that it is important for them to be aware of the impact they have on the people surrounding them. Lord, hirap talaga maging alagad ninyo pero …am fighting the demons away!

for the ladies to respond to me soonest!
As am inquiring for these…….pre-loved..

Adik na jud ko ug online stuffs.

Today, I ordered AVENT starter kit via ebay.ph for my good friend Dette as she is bound to deliver her baby on the 25th. I pray for her safe CS delivery. Lord, watch over my good friend.

striking in all parts of the world.

Flood in Philippines, Tsunami in Samoa are one of the latest.
My heart is breaking. The news ain’t good these past days.
Welcome, to climate change, we earthling cannot catch up.

Let us do our thing- Please.
Donate old stuffs that other people can use- will be dropping some of our stuffs in Lucky Plaza.
(Attn: Pinoys & non-Filipinos in Singapore, the drop off points for typhoon Ondoy victims relief operations is at Afreight Cargo, #03-09 Lucky Plaza, Orchard Road. Please look for Maureen or Marilyn. Contact numbers: 6235-1011/91117855.)
Let us be at least paperless to save the trees. Say no when they want stuffs packed in plastic, you can bring your own bag instead.
Recycle as possible.

God, pls bless our land. This earth is the only planet we have.